I just heard the news that my grandmother is making the necessary preparations for my family to transfer to Canada because of this problem in the family clan. So basically, what my grandma wants is for us to avoid crossing paths with the other selfish and greedy members of the Inocalla clan.
By the way, It's not that I dislike that country (Canada) but I really don't want to go there for some reasons. Actually, there are signs that my family is not mean't to go there. For example, back when I was still in the third grade, my parents already applied for our migration to Canada but unfortunately our application was denied not only once but TWICE. I mean we have waited for about 7 years but nothing happen and personally, I don't want to go there anymore.
I got attached to my country to much that I don't want to leave it but is this really my reason of staying? I kept on saying to my parents that I will stay here in the Philippine if we are going to migrate to Canada and that I will finish my studies here. Now I know it's odd because I'm rejecting a great opportunity and the fact that I will have a much bright future there than here in the Philippines but my heart says otherwise. I mean, I have this heavy feeling every time my parents are taking about that. I feel like something in me that will be missing if I left my country. The truth is, I don’t want to leave this certain person because I’m afraid that I might not see her again. She has been my dear friend of mine for almost 3 years now and I don’t want to break my promises to her. Well you can say that I have feelings to this girl. Ohhh.. love is in the air, now that really changes everything.
Honestly, my parents know how I feel about this issue so it is really hard for me to blog about this when they are watching me so that is why I'm writing this blog post in this late hour. Who knows, it might come in handy in the future.
Writer’s note: “I will be your editor while you are my broadcaster.” This is the promised I made.
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