It's true that you can't give what you don't have nor show what you have never tried or experienced. Actually, nobody can. I mean, how come? How can you provide something which even you doesn't have or how can you make a certain people feel something if even once in your life you never felt what you want to show.
Now going to the main topic, yesterday(since practically it's already friday) after our P.E. class, we have our Intra and Interpersonal relationship subject(IC 2) where we discussed Self awareness as part of a person's Emotional Quotient(EQ). while discussing this, the phase "A person who felt rejection will have a hard time to accept other people" hits me a lot. because knowing that there are a number of people that I cannot accept as my friends. It's true that I experience rejection from most of my peers that is why I'm having difficulty to recognize some people as my friends. For example, this particular person keeps on refusing me because I'm this and that but when the time came that he/ she needs my help, I will have a reason to decline on the requests made by that person.
Also before this class, I heard a certain number of people making fun of my mistakes in the past and how bad I am. You know it's really crazy that they are the once you considered friends then they will also the one who will mock you first in the face. This incidence was basically the main reason why I had another bad day yesterday and now it's really difficult for me to regain my trust to them especially that I know they are hitting me with bad comments and keeps on bring up my mistakes in the past.
So what I'm trying to say here is that I cannot give my trust if I didn't feel that from others.
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